I'm human too P1 - KakuHidan

~WARNING~
Yaoi: Boy x Boy
Pairings will be: KakuHidan (main one), PeinKonan, KisaIta
Most Caracters belong to Masashi Kishimoto (except from some random people)


PART 1



Hidan blinked his eyesopen and shut off the annoying voice of his alarm clock. First day of school started that day, but he wasn't realy in the mood. He hated school. First because everyone there mocked him and called him a freak, but the second was because of a certain person named Kakuzu.
Even through he knew everyone, and excspecially Kakuzu, hated him he liked the miser and one day he had realized to his own shock that he loved him. But Hidan didn't knew if that was realy love, after all he didn't realy know Kakuzu and he was a guy.
'It wouldn't even be possible for us to even be friends anyway'  Hidan thought.

"Hidan get your sore ass down here!!!"
Oh yeah tht was the only reason why Hidan liked going to School: his dad.

Then a small nock was heard at the door and his mother stepped in: "Hidan, hun, please stand up. I've made you breakfast."
"Comming, thanks mum."
Hidan stood up and started to get dressed while his mother went downstairs again. Hidan following soon after.

XXXXX

"Mum gotta go now."
"Have a nice day Kakuzu." His mother gave him a quick good bye and went back  into the kitchen.
Kakuzu grabbed his car keys and drove off to school.

When he arrived he already saw his friends standing in the Gateway, waiting for him. He got out of his car and grinned widely when he went to his friends. Even though nobody could see it because of the mask he wore over his mouth and nose.
It was because of a car accident that he had his hole body stitched up even in his face were some going from his mouth to his ears and he didn't want to show them.
But the others knew that he was grinning, because all could see the one they loved to tease most.

XXXXX

'Fuck' Hidan thought as he saw the five friends standing in the gateway. Nagato, Konan, Kakuzu, Itachi and Kisame.

The ones that pissed him off most. Except from Konan because she didn't buged him like the others did and even stood up for him once. Well, it was not infron of him, but he heard her yelling at Nagato to stop doing that and eventually he did stop, but only if Konan was around to hear him.
Hidan had more than once thought about thanling her for defending him, but his pride and the fact that he never met her alone held him back.

"Oh look who we got here … the little freak!" Kakuzu smirked.
Hidan should be used to it by now but everytime anyone alled him a 'freak' it felt like they were stabbing his heart, espacially when it came from Kakuzu. But hell would freeze over before he would show his true feelings to anyone. So he just hid behingd a mask of religion, happyness and annoyance.

"Oh look who we have here", Hidan snapped back, "the four motherfuckers who have no hobbys and bug random people."
"Now you are wrong" Kakuzu continues with a smirke, "our hobby is to bug just you and not random people."
"Whatever!", with that Hidan went pst them to the school building.

XXXXX

"It's always funny to bug him!" Kisame laughed.
"Hn."
"I realy don't think you guys should tease him like that. After all he is a person too." Konan protestet.
"Oh kommon Konan It'snot like it would affect him!" Kakuzu replied
"He is right", Nagato spoke now, "look at him, he even eagers for that."
"Hn."
'But I don't think he is showing how he realy feels', Konan thought, but not realy knowing what to say she just nodded slightly and they all went to their classes.

XXXXX

School was hell for Hidan, everytime he passed a group of teen they would call him a frieak, but all he could do was ignore them, knowing very well, that if he would start a fight he would have been beaten up. Not because he was weak, but because it would be at least five he had to fight. Well and the fact thet he would be kicked out of school. The only way he could cheer up a little bit was in mocking the teachers by swearing, not listening and praying during the lessons.

He was glad when school was over. Everybody had mocked him more then ever and he couldn't take it much longer for that day, so after the last bell ring he was the first one to leave the school yard. But he didn't feel like going home because of his father. He would only beat him again.
Hidan knew exactly that he was drunk again and was glad that his mother worked till 8 p.m.. So he went to the only place that nobody new, except for him.
It was a bridge in the park, there he had to climb a little bit, but managed to sit down in the gab between the two bridge piers, so that nobody could see him.

XXXXX

The day was so much fun, everytime they had seen Hidan, they had mocked him.
But there was only one of them who wondered why he had vanished that fast after school.

Konan knew there was something realy wrong with him but she couldn't tell what. She had told her boyfriend that she had to buy some thing and at the time she was out if sight run after Hidan.
She could have sworn she saw him going in the park but when she arrived he wasn't anywhere to see. She groaned and sat down on the bench near the bridge.

XXXXX

'Shit', Hidan tought 'I hope she will not stay for long!!!'
He had seen Konan searching for something when she came near the river. He looked on his wtch and swore even more.
'Shit, shit, shit!!! If I don't go home soon dad will be fucking angry again…'
He shivered, not from the cold but from the thought what his father had done to him the last time he was angry, which was just two days ago.

Luckyly Konan soon stood up and left. Hidan waited five minutes to be sure she was gone, then climbed the way back to the river bench and went home fast.
'Oh please don't let him be mad again…' with huge fear he started to run towards his home.
When he opened the door slowly a hand reached out, grabbed him by the collar and slammed him into the next wall.
'Oh Jashin-sama help me!!!!'
The last thing Hidan could see was his fathers drunc face and his fist before it collided with his head and everything went black.

When Hidan awoke every bodypart of him hurted. His father must have kicked him more after he has passed out. He wasn't even lying in the hallway anymore, but in the kitchen.
As he sat up slowly he could see blood streams on the floor.
He looked at the clock on the microwave and was mildly surprised this it was nearly 10 a.m.. The he stood up carefully, not wanting his father to know that he had awoke. But there was something weird, even if Hidan couldn't tell what, he thought about it as he silently opened the front door and got outside. Just on the way back to the park he realized what had confused him that much.
He hadn't seen his mother anywhere.

XXXXX

"Hey… I haven't seen that freak today!" Nagato noticed.
Luckily for him Konan was speaking with a teacher so he could call Hidan whatever he wanted.
"Neither did I!", Kisame mentioned, "What about you Itachi?"
"Hn."
"What?"
"That was supposed to be a 'no'!"
"It's always a mystery to me how you can understand him…"
"Well I don't know either." Kisame grinned his sharky grint and thought about something they could talk about. Now that they couldn't mock Hidan.

Nobody noticing that Itachi had a slightly blush all over his face.

"Hey Kakuzu you haven't said a word the whole break… what's wrong?"
"Huh, what … sorry … just thinking!"
"What about?" Nagato wondered.
"About an accident that happened yesterday afternoon."
"Something special about this?" Kisame asked between two bites from his riceball.
" Well they say that there were two people involved one of them is dead and the other one isn't even injured!!"
"You read that too?" Konan asked as she setteled herself on her boyfriends lap.
"Since when do you read the paper?" Nagato asked his girlfriend with wide eyes.
"Well I think … half a year."
"Oh I never noticed."
Everyone laughed at the sight of his face.

And that was when the schoolbell rung.

XXXX

" The woman is dead and the other guy wasn't even injured????"
"Jup that's what I've read."

Hidan had stood against a wall as two talking girls cought his attention.
'An accident at 7:30 o'clock… that must have been the time when mum would come home.' A cnot formed in his stomach. Was it her who died?

Luckily Hidan had enough money to buy a newspaper so he took off to the next kiosk and bought  one. He opene it and stared at the picture of a completely crashed car. It was a yellow Twingo, just like the one his mother drove. This and the fact that the dead driver had been 35 taught him, that he would never see his mother again.

He couldn't cry, he just stood ther with eyes wide open in fear and sadness and stared at the photo.

"Everything alright boy?", the waiter asked him.
That was when Hidans legs gave out.
"Holy crap! Boy are you alright?" The waiter rushed from behind his counter and kneeled down next to Hidan.

"She is dead." Was all Hidan could say.
"Who is dead boy?"
"My mum…"
The waiter looked curious in Hidans face and then to the newspaper, where he saw the same picture of the cashed yellow car he saw this morning when he had opened his newspaper.
"The woman, who died in the  yellow car was your mother?"
Hidan could only nodd.
"I'm sorry for you boy…here take a seat first."
He helped Hidan to get up and sat him on a chair next to the counter, then he went to one of the shelves and got a coke for Hidan.
"Here boy drink this. It will help a little bit.
Hidan thanked him with a weak voice and begann to drink.

When he had finished of he was ok or if he wanted to call someone wou could come and get him. But Hidan only tould him that there was nobody to call and he would just go and see if his father had known about this.
He thanked the waiter once again and left the kiosk.

The waiter looked after him with a worried look.

Hidan just wanted to go home, even if there was nothing left why he called this place once home.
But it was still the only place he could go to.

He opened the door faster this time, so he could see if his father would grab him again.
But he wasn't in the hallway this time.

"Dad?" he called carefully.
"I'm here.", came a muffeled voice from the kitchen.
Hidan stepped into the room and saw the same picture of the crashed yellow car on the kitchen table.
"You know then?" It was more of a statement than a question.
His father just nodded.
Hidan wasn't sure if he liked the mood his father was in. So he left the kitchen and went up to his room. He lay down on his stomach and emediatly passed out.

XXXXX

School had just finished and they were walking home.
"So you guys wanna do sth. This weekend?"
"Pein! It's just Thusday!!!!" Konan interrupted"
"Who cares?"
"Well I do. We write three tests next week and you haven't even studied one hour."
"Konan can't you enjoy just one week?"
"No Nagato! Konan is right. You were close to not passing the last year."
"Thank you Kakuzu. See he has the sme oppinion!!"
"What about you guys?" Nagato asked Kisame and Itachi.
"Well…"
"Hn!"
"You know I don't want to say it that way."
What?" Nagato, Konan and Kakuzu asked at the same time.
"Well Itachi said that if Pein wouldn't learn for the tests he wouldn't help him. In short version."
"Thank you Itachi." Nagato snapped " And what about you? You think the same?" That was to Kisame.
"Well…actually…yes." Kisames voice weakened  a little in the last part. Konans smile grew wider with every second.
"Okey I get it. I'll learn for the tests." Nagato muttered. You could see that he was angry.
"Now what about the weekend?"
"PEIN!!!"

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When Hidan awoke he saw that it was already dark outside.
He wasn't hungry but he knew that he had to eat something. So he went downstairs.
His father wasn't there and he wasn't surprised when he saw that there were just  a view things left in the fridge.
"It's gonna be bread then." He muttered.
After he finished he cleaned up and went to his bedroom again. He looked around. It was messy as ever. That was the ounly thing why his mother would be mad with him.
He smiled slightly and started to clean his room.

Two hours later he had finished.

He heared the front door being opened, but didn't bother to go downstairs. He just lay back on his bed and closed his eyes once more. He didn't want to go to school tomorrow. But he would go…for his mother.

XXXXX

"Hey hun, you're late." Kakuzus mother looked out of the kitchen.
"Sorry mum, I was at Nagatos. Helping him study."
"How did you get him to study?" his mother asked an amused look on her face.
"We just helped Konan a bit." He sat down on the kitchen table.
"Is there some food left? I'm staving!"
"Sure it's in the fridge. So how was school?"
It was okey. Just a little boring."
"You didn't mock that poor guy again, did you?"
"Well he wasn't at school, so we had no chance to."
"I wonder if something happened."
"Probably not. I'm sure he just didn't want to come to school."
"You shouldn't be so mean to him, you know."
"You said that last time."
"So…then why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do you tease him?"
"Because it's fun and…"
"Don't go on. Please just try to be a little bit nicer to him."
Kakuzu shied and stood up "Yeah… good night."
"Night hun."

He went upstairs got changed and lay down on his bed.
'Maybe I should be a little bit nicer.'
He grinned.
'Yeah maybee…'

XXXX The next day XXXX

Hidan stood up and got dressed. He left the house an hour earlier, because he didn't want to see his dad that morning.
He went slowly through the park. Because he had time he didn't went straight to school.
'How the hell am I going to pass the following years?'

Half an hour later he was at his school, bu it was still early. He sat down in a corner and tried to study some stuff.
'Ok lets start with biology.'
After ten minuted he realized that it wasn't that difficult and when schoolbell rung Hidan unterstood it perfectly.
He stood up ignored the other students calling him a freak and went to his class.

"Okey class we're writing a test." The biology teacher said as he entered the room.
"Oh nooooooooo…" everybody but Hidan said. He just sat there and smirked.
'Wow… I didn one thing right.'

When the teacher went through the class giving everone a piece of paper Hidan could see the others wispering questions to other students.
"Stop talking!" The teacher jelled, "now turn your papers around and start.

When Hidan looked at the questions his smirk grew even wider.
'I know that' he was happy now.

After 15 minuted the teacher said, "Now turn your shieds around and pass them to the middle."

After the double lesson was the brak, but Hidan wasn't hungry. So he just studied for the next lesson.